I'm still here, and I'm okay...last week was a really, really bad week. DH stayed home for 4 days and T went to her mum's for the weekend, so I had some breathing space. I had a good session with my psychologist yesterday and am feeling confident that I can deal with things. We talked about the fact that I feel I have to shoulder all the parenting, due to my need for control and having things done my way, and she wants me to step back and leave it to DH when he's here. So I've been doing just that. I've realised that I don't need to be her parent 24/7, and I don't need to be the bad guy all the time. I deserve a break and I should give myself one.